Hello readers :')

Sorry tak update smlm. I smlm ingat nak update blog. Dah login sume tau, beh tibe-tibe kpale I saket gile babs beh I shut down uh. Dah tuh, I teros terlentang kat atas sofa jer :/ I dah demam panas dah 3 hari straight sia. Temperature dye naik, turon, naik, turon. Makan obat pon tak baik-baik? Bile mau baik? Tekak bile mau okay? Cepat luh baik, aqu nak nyanyi oi! Haha. Okay, dah-dah. So basically, I dudok kat rumah jer luh kan. Pey mendak gile babs sey. Sodey! Skrng I kat rumah, kene jage adik? -.- WTF? I maseh saket sey. Smlm I kene marah ngn mummy. Part tuh I disappointed gile ngn dye sey. Sot skejap sey I. I tngh demam panas tak boley gerak, dye tngh ngantok-ngantok suroh I gy potong tuh roti. Daddy kan ade, suroh uh dye potong. Pegy balik aqu siak. Beh I buat bodow jer uh. Dye masok bilek, dye sambong tido. Beh my adik lagy satu punye sot kejot my mum nak makan. My mum bgn potong tuh roti, I masok dapor sengaje tanye, " Wah.. Ape tuh? " Rase-rase ape dye ckp? " DIAM UH! JGN TANYE! " Part tuh I dah binget. Roti yng dye potong, waffle yng dye beli sume I TAK SENTUH/MAKAN! I kecewa. Saket hati ngn mummy. Niy first time I ckp ngn you bile I demam mummy tak jage I. Kalao I demam, slalu mummy jage I. This time round, mummy tak tanye, tak kisah pon. Dye will still pegy keje. Tuh I tak pasal. At least paham uh siket jgn nak marah bile I tak buat keje rumah? What you expect sey? I dah terlentang gitu kat sofa beh suroh buat keje? Hais :/ I tak paham ngn prangai you uh skrng. Hmm. Kay luh, smpai sini jer. I'm just hurt.

Bye.

To Mummy ;

I just don't feel the love, care or concern from you nowadays. You simply ignoring me this few days? You're not even around when i'm down with high fever for 3 straight days. And this time round when i'm down with fever, no one takes care of me? I took care of myself alright? I'm not joking around with this fever thing. I just can't believe that you talked harsh to me and scolded me for not doing house work? I'm sick with headache, can't you understand? What you expect? You're now just focusing on your work, your courses and your house cores. And not really your house chores coz you seldom cook for us like you used to now. Since you start working and having courses, you simply don't have the time or spent time with us? As in your children. We need you mummy :'(( Where's the old you? :'(( I want the old mummy back, please? :'((((( Now, it's just hard for me to find time to share stories with you. I just miss rolling on the bed with you, poking you and laughing mad with you :'((( I need someone to talk to. You won't let me talk to guys soo much? And then who can I talk to? I've got no closed girls to contact to or share my stories to. I just can rely on you, mummy. I really need you. Do you know? I bet you won't. Please realise that we need you mummy :'((( I don't ask for much. I will always pray for your health, AMIN. Although you've hurt me at times, i'll just keep quite. Whatever it is, I LOVE YOU MUMMY! ♥ ( I cried while typing this.. :'(( )

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